Deliver Me

Deliver me out of the sadness
Deliver me from all the madness
Deliver me courage to guide me
Deliver me Your strength inside me

All of my life
I've been in hiding
Wishing there was someone just like You
Now that You're here
Now that I've found You
I know that You're the One to pull me through

Deliver me loving and caring
Deliver me giving and sharing
Deliver me this cross that I'm bearing

Oh, deliver me

Jesus, Jesus how I trust You
How I've proved You o'er and o'er
Jesus, Jesus precious Jesus
Deliver me
Come and pull me through
Come pull me through

~David Crowder~

Cleansing

Well, I'm pretty sure it's safe to say that I'm going through a period of cleansing right now. In light of some of the things that have been going on recently the concept of having 'things' has really been hitting me hard. I know that many times I have 'wants' and I know that I don't need them, but sometimes it would be nice. I also know that I've recognized some things that I have to be thankful for, however, I'm going to keep those to myself in keeping with the theme of my blog...j/k...but I do want to keep them to myself for the time being. Anyhow, I don't want to talk much more now, so I'm going to go.

Later,

David

Source of peace

Well, as things seem to be stressing me out a lot recently, I think I may turn back to my blog as my means of unloading my thoughts and getting them out of my head. I mentioned the other day the possibility of getting a second job. Currently UPS is looking pretty good. I've filled out the application, but haven't submitted it yet. If I decide to work for UPS I'll be working the night shift, so I'm not sure how that will work out. I'll be at BGI from 7:30AM - 4:30PM and then I'll be home from 4:45PM - 8:30PM at which time I'd drive to Lenexa and work from 9:00PM - 3:00AM. So if I do this I think I'll probably sleep in two shifts, from 3:30AM - 6:30AM and from 7:00PM - 8:30PM. I'm not sure how well I'll adapt to it, but we'll see. Sarah and I have been talking a lot about it, and we both have some concerns. I'm not sure what things will be like if I do that. Sarah mentioned tonight about my desire to be more involved with the church, and wondering if this is a way that I'm being pulled away from the church. We also talked a lot about what the bible says about not worrying about things. I'm trying not to, and to trust that He will provide, but it's very hard to see how. Well, this may seem odd, but I'm hungry so I'm going to fix something for dinner. I'll update everyone later...if I have time ;).

Later,

David

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Update

Well, I thought I'd put a quick update on my blog before I go home. Things seem pretty tight right now, and it doesn't seem like we're getting any breaks. This week I think my Buick finally died on me. Oh well, it's not like I didn't see the end coming anyways. I need to put it in the shop just to verify that it's not worth fixing, but I have a feeling I'll probably scarp it when it's all said and done. I think this might finally be the motivation I need to get the Bronco finished up. In other news we're cutting back on a few things. We're getting rid of cable and the internet at home as well as finally dropping Sarah's Emporia cellphone. I think we're going to change plans as well, and soon I think we're going to drop my cellphone. I'll still have a phone, but it will be work issued. Also, to help cover some of our other expenses that have popped up, I'm considering getting a third job. Still deciding on that, but looking like a good possibility. Anyhow, I need to go home and get my girls. We're staying with Grandma tonight. I'll catch you all later.

Later,

David

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Don't get your hopes up

Well, I've decided to post again. Haven't really done much since I last posted. I did go and get my registration renewed on my cars yesterday, only to forget to put the sticker on the cars until I got home tonight. Oh well, no one stopped me. So anyhow... I'm not really sure what else to say. We had a worship team practice tonight, had a good time with that, just playing and singing. Well, I'm going to go...I know it was short, but hey, it's my blog.

Later,

David